Sapphire& faded jeans. I hope you get your dreams.

my titties(: iloveyall! andrea and wesley. mwah.

11/30/2006 11:41:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA! loveyou.

today's supposed to go wild wild wet, but couldnt. what the fuck. damn pissed, i guess i let andrea down. im soo sooo sorry babe, if you're reading this. i just hope your bbq will be a good one(: BYE.

loveyouemile.

11/29/2006 12:25:00 PM

InfesTed MaGgoTs on The Face of The DeaTh JesTer PsyClowN says:
wait i c u i wanna hug u i wanna hold u i wanna kiss u iwanna make u smile i wanna love u i wanna do everything in the world with u..........
take my heart. says:
take my heart la,take it. its all yours.
take my heart. says:
hahaha
InfesTed MaGgoTs on The Face of The DeaTh JesTer PsyClowN says:
i take and kip it safe...n i will give u mine so dat noone can take it away from u
take my heart. says:
ohlord.
take my heart. says:
im speechless.
take my heart. says:
hahahaha
InfesTed MaGgoTs on The Face of The DeaTh JesTer PsyClowN says:
heheehehehehe
take my heart. says:
i'll keep yours safe too, locked up and i'll throw away the key.
take my heart. says:
haha
InfesTed MaGgoTs on The Face of The DeaTh JesTer PsyClowN says:
hahahaha thats the way
InfesTed MaGgoTs on The Face of The DeaTh JesTer PsyClowN says:
and yours will be put in me where noone can reach it coz i sewed it into my self
take my heart. says:
we're so emo right now.

iloveyou.

11/28/2006 12:19:00 PM

yesterday went to accompany mum and rel to buy his uniform. raining like fuck i tell you! had a throbbing headache. finally reached home, the bed was calling me. emile wanted to meet me, he bloody hell had pork ribs la! hahaha. so neverminddddd bout that. francine met adam and asked me to accompany cos we were gonna meet emile after that. and that was abt 4 plus. so we walked to bedok interchange, reached about 430? yupp, waited for emile. i tell you, the wait was a killer. wanted to piss in my panties! so much for 730, baby. hahaha. he reached about 820. so yeah, i was damn hungry! stomach growling all. haha. we got out of macs and walked about and we finally sat at the skate park. too many posers. haha. so yes, we talked and talked and TALKED. rained again like fuck. by the time we reached home was like 10? uh huh uh huh. yes. im gonna meet emile today! woooohoooo! that tattooed child(: we're sooooo gonna go town and kick socks baby! :DD thats all for now! so longgg.

11/28/2006 09:47:00 AM

hey(:
well, went for a bbq that day(wednesday). met cheryl and suzana at bedok interchange. suzana's mum sent us to downtown. cat, mariah, mai, muni, nadz, pilar, melissa, angelia was all there(: the curry devil was shiok(: duhh, ultimate eurasian dish. haha(: i didnt get to eat the bbqed stuff cos i had to go by 1030! ): how sad. was thinking to ton, but oh well. its aight, im still happy anyway(: today's a friday. i'm SUPPOSED to be going out, but NO! but, im hoping we're gonna fetch mummy later, at least i can GET OUT of the house! im boredddd i tell you! BOREDEDDD! hah. BYE!

(i like this song)
Say Your Last Goodbye by God or Julie.

Say a prayer, say your last goodbyes.
Leave me here, leave it all behind.
Bury this, walk away, let it die.

For a day, for a stitch in time.
This was good, this was all worth while.
But I'm a fool, it's not you, and I can't lie.

You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone.
Don't wait by the phone, I'm not coming home.
You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away.

Take a breath, take a last good look.
Give it back, give back all you took.
You can see, it's not me, like you should.

You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone.
Don't wait by the phone, I'm not coming home.
You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away.

So say goodbye for the last time, just like the last time we did.
Die for the last time, I'll give it up, going on, on.

Say a prayer, say your last goodbye.
Leave me here, leave it all behind.
Everyone that you know let you down.

You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone.
Don't wait by the phone, i'm not coming home.
You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone away.

Say goodbye for the last time, just like the last time.
Say goodbye for the last time, just like the last time.
Say goodbye for the last time.

11/24/2006 02:00:00 PM

THE O'S ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!
(: (: (:
now, time to go out, ENJOYYY!
argh,yesterday.. he called at 1 plus. and i slept already.
uhh, nvmmm. anyways, time to meet new people, and chill out baybeh!

i don't have to wake up at 6 everyday.
i don't have to wear the darn uniform.
i don't have to REVISE every now and then! :DD

sometimes, i get the feeling you're watching over me. sometimes i feel like i should go.

11/20/2006 09:56:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

lol, im 17! a year older. (:

11/17/2006 04:47:00 PM

yesterday(13/11/06) had my malay B paper. ended bout 430. supposed to meet nasstasha with suzana, but i had to go to parkway to meet mum, dad, rel and aunty joyce. met them at MPH. saw this $10 over magazine about hairstyles, but i thought it was just a waste of money. haha. i'm ding to keep my hair long, but i want to cut it at the same time. argh. anyways, i bought PRETZELS! drove to vivo city. it will be my current interest. haha. its HUGEEE i tell you! (: so yes, we ate at superdog. talked to mum and dad like as if i havent seen them for ages! so yeah, went for a ride at orchard road. saw the pretty lights. i liked paragon the most. :DD then we headed to holland village to send aunty joyce off and drove back home. what a heartwarming day. haha, yes finally some time with the family. got home, used the computer, i HAD to check out that mazda rx 8 car man! haha. tryna imagine myself in it. lol. you know why! (: oh by the way, i cany wait to get my license. wanna take BIKE though. its alright, car will do! lol(: tompang my friends around! k, what am i talking. too soon anyway. haha. lovesies! :D oh what a LONG entry! BYE!

11/14/2006 09:12:00 PM

The ending of your life.

And if you get to heaven, i'll be here waiting babe.

Did you get what you deserve?

The end.

And if your life won't wait, then your heart can't take this.

Have you heard the news that you're dead?

No one ever had much nice to say.

I think they never liked you anyway.

Oh take me from the hospital bed.

Wouldn't it be grand?

It ain't exactly what you planned.

And wouldn't it be great if we were dead? DEAD.

Tongue-tied and oh so squemish.

You never fell in love.

Did you get what you deserve?

The ending of your life.

And if we get to heaven, i'll be here waiting babe.

Did you get what you deserve?

The end.

And if your life won't wait, then your heart can't take this.

And my honest observation,

During this operation

Found a complication in your heart.

So long

Cause now you've got maybe just two weeks to live.

Is that the most the both of you can give?

Oh motherfucker, if LIFE ain't a joke then why are we laughing?

Then why am i dead? DEAD.

11/14/2006 03:35:00 PM

iloveyou,frannie! <3.

hello. i found today quite alright(: had lunch with my aunties and francine. had some bonding time. and yay! im gonna get a job after o's! MONEHHHHH! :DD anyways, i came home.. we talked bout shifting to a private house, all of us! wooohooo! (: then i couldn't take it, felt darn sleepy.. so i slept till 6 plus. had dinner, and yupp. i feel lazy to study. URGH. i cant wait, its like 5 days to my birthday! i need to PARTAYE baybeh. like serious shits.

oh, can you believe it, when i went to watch the grudge2 with cheryl, that was like my first movie with her! haha. k anyway.. go listen to this song angels or devils by dishwalla.
bye!

11/12/2006 08:35:00 PM

i miss you.

11/11/2006 05:19:00 PM

today's alright. left the house at about 330. couldnt tahan, had to go out or else i know i wont study. haha. went siglap with cheryl. had cheesefries baby! haha. then we headed for parkway. parkway=pretzels! haha((: craved for it for a darn long time. well well, today's kinda boring. dreading to write this. haha. anywaysss.. i gotta wake up at 6 tmr! urgh. got malay listening. stupid la. -_- im gonna practice maths now. bye.

11/09/2006 09:43:00 PM

its hard to believe a liar.

i caught a lover.

i'm falling down in circles.

did you see me falling?

its better to leave for good now.

you bleed your words like water.

well, firstly..im hungry! haha. finally the relaxing papers left. (: physics was utter shitty. english was alright. i wrote bout dreams. and guess what that 'i dream' song by taufik batisah came to my head. and i wrote 'i dream i can run like the wind and be strong' somewhere in the compo. haha! dammmn. anyways, i had fun yesterday(tues) went out with cheryl, supposed to study.. in the end watched 'the grudge 2'. terrible man. seriously, it scared the shitties outta me! after the movie, we went to suntec.. had ben n jerry's. damn good ice cream. shiok i tell you! i feel so broke now! ): then this friday wanna watch step up. k, i know you're thinking what the hell right.. taking o's so easily. oh well. im kinda afraid for the results.

now halimah's sending me uber cool pics. love them. haha(: thankews hali! urghh. i really cant wait till the 20th. freedom baby! (: seriously gonna find a job. earn monnnneeeehhhhh!!! shop shop shop sexy! haha. :DD exciting shits. guess what, time for boy hunting too. hurreh hurreh! sometimes i feel darn hopeless. oh welliesss... thats all for now i guess. this is kinda a long entry. haha. goodbye for now. :D lovesies.

i miss khai, andrea, cat, chander, wesley, russell, cj, janice, ruthybaby and her jing-gang! aiyoh, all of you la! haha. ((: here's a BIGGG huggie! muah.

11/08/2006 05:02:00 PM

A change of pace- Goodbye for now.

And when the smoke clears nothings left

Black ashes still fall from the sky

I see a figure standing far away

And a shadow on the ground, but I don't know why

I've lost all hope in you

I want out of this place called home tonight

So goodbye for now

I'm never coming back

No, not tonight

And life is so dark with your eyes always closed

You'll never see a thing

I never wanted any of this, no not at all

But it'll be okay

Bittersweet every touch

Still burning in my memory

Can't turn back the hand of time

Can't make believe that your still mine

Cause you're so far away

All eyes off me, no more pathetic memories

11/05/2006 09:03:00 PM

I did everything you did to me to you
But I'm out of ammunition
So I'll take these words and fire them into your chest
Find a new place for them to rest
I sieze up your insides scarring your flesh
Open up and let them in

I'll write your name across the wall
With all the blood that spills from my heart
Break my limbs and strech my skin
Until my hands can reach across the floor
Feel for this pile of broken glass
I'll hand you the sharpest one
To place it right in my back

You did everything to me I did to you
This is the last song that your getting
Cuz we're through
The only thing left perfect
Was things we put between us
Cuz you know I'm always right
And your postcards are saying
How good it feels not to have you here

So far so good
It takes a miracle
You're only half as good as someone to hear me in this well
Your last word isn't

11/05/2006 12:28:00 AM

today i went to meet andrea to cut her hair. damn, gossiped till our mouths were dry! missed that lil one! haha(: she treated me to ice cream. THANKS! (: met joseph there, he bought for andrea a cool bracelet. and when she wore it, part of the bracelet fell off! haha! damn girl. -_- had fun anyway. rushed home cos had to fetch mummy. was sooo darn tired i tell you. oh hurray! farid got my pressie already! yay! haha :D so exciting. its been a long time dude! oh well, i think i better head for the books now!

i miss you. show some hope.

11/03/2006 11:12:00 PM

I have this little feeling

That is stuck inside my mind

So now whenever I see you,

I begin to think you're mine.

You said that you had felt this way

And I told you I had felt this way too.

But now you like my friend,

So what am I supposed to do?

I have just another little feeling

That doubts you ever liked me.

But when I tell someone,

They confuse all this with jealousy.

I am not just mad I'm afraid, hurt, and upset.

Sometimes I just wish

That we had never met.

It hurts to see you walk down the halls,

Say hi, and wave,

To the girl you find appealing.

As I sit back and watch,

Struggling to be brave,

Then you say that you've been hurt before,

But how could that be true?

Because when you're hurting me,

You're also hurting some part of you.

Just sometimes I wonder how it would feel,

To meet the perfect guy,

Then I realize I have met him,

But his heart is just not loving mine.

11/02/2006 10:21:00 PM

Turn it up and make the speakers bleed.

yay! halimah and andrea have been a great help. they're keeping me updated bout this blogger thingy. k, i admit. i'm blur with this. haha(: oh hurray, TWO papers down, thats a big deal baby. haha(: 4 more days to the next paper. hmmm, i really like nasstasha's hair. i think it looks damn gorgeous on her(: oh well, saedah asked to go for dinner. i want to,dont know whether im able to go. RAHH. im hungry! gonna eat my maggi mee now. bye! (:

11/02/2006 04:45:00 PM

hello! (: bio paper was alright. god was on my side. haha. anyway, gonna study later.. airport again i guess. with cheryl. going tampines to eat at long john's. with suzana and cheryl. su's gonna CYCLE there! HAHA. how cute. "speedy gonzales". haha. tmr's my fav paper, LIT. (: cheryl just send me this retro song. so silly. its nice anyway. thanks(: i cant seem to decide what to wear, the weather's so hot. awwww man. oh oh, i miss talking to fir. ahhhh, nvm bout that. (:

Breaking Benjamin- Sooner or later .
I want a normal life just like a new born child.
I am a lover hater.
I am an instigater.
You are an oversight.
Don't try to compromise.
I'll learn to love to hate it.
I am not integrated.
Just call my name, you'll be okay.
Your scream is burning through my veins.
Sooner or later your gonna hate it.
Go ahead and throw your life away.
Driving me under, leaving me out there.
You're like an infantile.
I knew it all the while.
You sit and try to play me .
Just like you see on tv.
I am an oversight.
Just like a parasite.
Why am I so pathetic.
I know you won't forget it.

11/01/2006 12:27:00 PM